so the hole thing with josh is over and im so glad that it didnt get any worse. i found someone eles, sorrta. but i dont think i can take him. ep is too much into drugs. i hate the way he acts when hes on them. star says to just ge rid of him. i think thats what im going to do. but i dont know, we are almost the same person. oh fuck it. im not trying anymore. i just want to have fun. im getting into too much trouble with ep anyway. ive hung out with him twice and each time i got into trouble.
today after cleaning, im going to adris. then andrews party and staying up all night with the girls at andrews. its going to be great. i cant wait. and then we are going to chili cookoff. ehh it better not be fucking hot. i know for sure its raining that day, but i dont know if its going to be hot or not.
ewwww it better not be hot.
FUCK.

whatever...

so today i went to walmart, got a sweatshirt, sandels, and a hair cut. my hair looks like shit. the fucking lady didnt speak any english, so when i told her want i wanted she looked at me like what? all i wanted was to thin my hair with the knife, no cutting. but she cut my hair and inch. WHATTHEFUCK. i didnt want it. fuckfuckfuck.

i look like a fat cow.
yay